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Joaquin Phoenix, known for his intense performances and enigmatic persona, recently opened up about a past interview that continues to haunt him: his appearance on David Letterman's show in 2009. During a recent appearance on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert – his first late-night appearance since the infamous incident – Phoenix described the interview as “horrible,” “uncomfortable,” and even a “nightmare.”

The 2009 interview is legendary for its awkwardness, largely due to Phoenix’s bizarre and seemingly erratic behavior. He presented Letterman with a cashier's check for $5,000, pretended to be a member of a fictitious Russian hotel employee union, and generally appeared disoriented and disconnected. At the time, many speculated about Phoenix’s mental state, and the interview became a viral sensation, often cited as an example of a celebrity interview gone terribly wrong.

Now, years later, Phoenix is still grappling with the fallout. “I’m so sorry,” he told Colbert, acknowledging the discomfort he caused both Letterman and the audience. “It was one of the worst nights of my life.” He explained that he was attempting to create a performance piece, a commentary on the absurdity of fame and the entertainment industry. However, the execution fell flat, resulting in a deeply awkward and confusing experience for everyone involved.

“I was trying to do something, but I don’t even know what it was,” Phoenix admitted. “It was just… horrible. I was uncomfortable, and I’m sure Dave was uncomfortable, and I’m sure the audience was uncomfortable.” He emphasized that he wasn’t trying to be deliberately disruptive or disrespectful, but rather to push boundaries and explore the performative nature of celebrity.

Colbert, known for his empathetic interviewing style, handled the topic with sensitivity and understanding. He acknowledged the interview’s notoriety but also highlighted Phoenix’s evolution as an actor and a person. He praised Phoenix’s willingness to confront the past and offer an explanation, even if it doesn’t fully excuse the awkwardness of that night.

The discussion served as a reminder that even acclaimed actors can have off nights, and that sometimes, the most memorable moments are the ones that go completely sideways. It also provided a rare glimpse into Phoenix’s self-awareness and his willingness to reflect on his past mistakes. His recent appearance on Colbert’s show demonstrates a desire to move past the controversy and showcase his talent and integrity.